My Words....Direct From Heart.: Dear Future Wife

Thursday, 12 August 2021

Dear Future Wife

I hope you have read the previous parts of this expectation notes series. If not, visit it Dear Future Wife and Dear Future Mate. This note is going different. I hope you will try to understand what I am saying and why. I don't know where to start. I am afraid. And if you first want to know the reason, I have recently watched every episode of Mere Paas Tum Ho drama.

I am just afraid. If you go through the previous series, you will see that I have no expectations from you. I don't want anything from you. I am still firm at my decision. I love you, no matter where you are, how you are, when you will come into my life socially and religiously. I don't know whether I deserve you or not and you deserve me or not. But I would like to know your expectations and fulfill them at my best, if they are in my approach. You can check out my fiction novel The Second Statement in which I have tried my best to show some perfect relations, friendship, Love and Chemistry. There is no villain. There is no Love Triangle. There is no misunderstanding.

You can suppose it, but that's not actually, my expectations from my future mate. I always define Love among my friends. I always feel proud, having you in my life. They always say, once the love is created the life is devastated. I don't believe them. They suggest me to have an experience how to love someone. I don't accept their ideas. I don't know whether someone will be my temporary partner or not. I don't know I am right or wrong, if I make some love with any other girl than you (my future wife).

I just don't want to give you the second position. And it is easy, as I have seen some examples, to hide pre marriage love from wife. But I don't allow myself. I don't because I know this is cheating and I get the same in return. I don't expect you to be my type. I have not customized my type. Because I think if I customize my type, there must be a girl fulfilling all the criteria. And sometimes, I am flown with a girl in my eyes and I just expect a copy of the girl.

Many know, because they want me to make love, that my love is secured for you. And yes, I have made this commitment to Love my Future Wife with its completion. But if I love someone before you, the Love you deserve will become lesser. And I don’t want to make any compromise when it comes to you. Many have appreciated me for my commitment. They know this is not hard to make. But this is hard to make yourself stable and firm at the decision, despite being in a circle where almost all are committed.

They call me single. Typically this word suits to me. But I call myself committed with you (Future Wife). Someone asked me, have you ever been in love? I replied in negative. He did not believe, but pretended that he did. He asked me, “God forbid but will she be loyal to you?” I said, “I am not going to have a pet dog.” I had ignored this question because I had not seen anything going like this. I thought the question was to tease me.

But since I have completed the drama Mere Paas Tum Ho, I’m afraid. The question is repeated in my mind numerous times, “Will she be loyal to you?” I don’t know whether you will be loyal to me or not. Actually I don’t want to know. It’s your choice. You may or may not. But my question is what if you are not? I want to repeat that I don’t expect your being any kind. You may or may not be fulfilling the scale of being a perfect partner.

So, the proposal is:-

"Would you like to start a life with a naive partner who doesn't know Love Making!!"