"Oh hi Shashi, what is there?"- sir asked me.
"Nothing sir. A while has passed since I have left this institute. So I was passing by the road, I just took a turn to see you." - I simply said.
after a long conversation, I turned back to my home.
"Hi Shashi." - she said.
She already had walked through the varandah, many times, in hope I would say Bye Bye to sir.
"Hi. How're you?" I asked.
"Good to see you." - she said.
"I am also fine." - I said.
after a silence of about thirty seconds, "I think I should leave now." - I said.
"Won't talk to me?"- she asked.
"Hey...." - I was shocked.
"Won't even look at me?" - she asked.
"When I entered into this institute, the first thing I am trying to ignore is your presence. And you say Won't I look at you?. See, if I could not even see you, why should I need to try ignoring you?" - I said.
"So, how are you?" - She asked.
"I said I am fine." - I said.
"Got married?" - she asked.
"What!!?? Have you gone mad? It's only three years, since we met last time. I am 20." - I said.
"So, what are you doing?" - she asked.
"Nothing great. Still looking for a job." - I said.
"And what about your hobbies?, Like your literature work and painting and all?" - she asked.
"All are stopped. My economical condition is not that good that I could continue it any more."
"I can understand. But you should have to keep trying. This can give you a good respect, money and a status. What else do you need?"
"This is very easy to say. I need to reach an audience, who can understand me, who can even promote me." - I said. "What are you doing by the way?"- I asked.
"Nothing at all." - She said.
"Have you time to go for a breakfast?" - I asked
"Should I think you are asking me for a date?- she asked.
"If that is the way, you will come agree, yes." - I said.
"Where?" - she asked.
"Come no." - I said and offered her my back seat.
There was a bag in the mid, between us.
"Can I hold you?" - she asked.
"Trust me, I am good at riding. You don't need to hold me. You are safe." - I said.
"To feel comfort?" - she asked.
"Trust me. You won't need further. Just try this time." - I said.
"So, have you something to say or should I start?" - she asked.
"If you have, you can." - I allowed.
"Ok then. Be responsive." - she said.
"I will try." - I said.
"Have you girlfriend?"
"Are not you a?"
"Have you a crush?"
"Not at all."
"Will you try again to me?"
"Do you know what are you saying?"
"Shashi, I felt nice when you used to look at me. Others don't look at me, they just stair. I felt nice when you used looking elsewhere, when I looked back at you. Others don't look elsewhere when I look back at them. They just steer me something unpleasant. Shashi I felt good getting your protection, your care and your support for nothing. Others don't do these for nothing. They all are thirsty for I don't need to say." - she said.
"We have come to the hotel." - I said and stopped the bike and asked her to step down.
"Shashi, yarr, I was saying something." - she said.
"Oh, I thought you were proposing me indirectly." - I said.
"Is this what is called a proposal?" - she asked.
"This also is called a proposal. Let's go inside." - I said and we entered into a hotel.
"Can we be serious about this?" - she asked.
"No" - I said.
"Why did you care me that much then?" - she asked.
"When? I don't remember."
"Why did you support me in classroom?" - she asked.
"Cause you were right. And why do you forget this was only me who were often come against you?"
"And why were you looking at me?" - she asked.
"Cause someone had told me that you had crush upon me. I was just being sure about that."
"Then why did try to contact me?" - she asked.
"Just because I thought you are in love with me and don't dare to propose me. This is called waste of time. I was trying your time not to be wasted. But when you told me you don't think about me in that way, I came assure that there is nothing between us. And I continued to me."
"You are not at you Shashi." - she said.
"And how do you know ma'am?" - I asked.
"You forgot you was saying to make your hobby your profession."
"And you told me once that you don't think about me that bad."
"Shashi, is not it called love that we are fighting with each other?"
"This is not love fight ma'am."
"Shashi I know you still love me."
"Best wishes to your knowledge. May they don't be broken.!"
"Shashi, you have to admit it that you loved me."
"And I surrender." - I finally admited. "You were the most beautiful girl in the institute. You have any idea how gorgeous you were looking at the annual function of the institute? I had gone mad upon that one look of your the day. You won't understand. You don't have any idea I had done a fight with Himanshu for the voice of yours, he had recorded in his phone. And finally I deleted that audio. Stupid, I loved you to the limitation of it. And when I asked you, you just simply said no. Do you have any idea how hurting that was for me?"
"Shashi, I was not ready for your that sudden attack." - she said.
"Yes, that has been an attack. And you don't know I too was not ready for your no. The cuteness in our fights in classroom we had, is called love fight. You have no idea what love is called." - I said.
"I tried to connect to you."- she said.
"Whom?" - I asked.
"To all in my circle."
"I am still in contact of everyone. And what was need to ask in your circle? You just simply had to unblock me and text me a message."
"I have changed my phone."
"Still there is an option to unblock, even you are usigng WhatsApp web or application in any device." - I said.
"And you think I am that good in technical problems?"
"Where is your previous phone?"
"It was broken. I did that."
"Whom did you contacted to reach me?
"My mom and dad." - she said.
"And you thought they should be knowing about me?"
"I said I contacted in my circle. And I added that my phone was broken. Then who else remains in my circle?"
"Your brother?"
"He said he did not know."
"So."
"Let's have a deal between us. You have to keep writing stories, pieces of poetry and what you love."
"And you?"
"Think I am a passing cloud who came and went." - she said.
"Fine, then if your presence does not matter, our meeting does the same. Coming a single step ahead, I think we have not met." - I said.
"Shashi, I won't be with you any more. But I want see you at the top of success." - she said.
"If this is you, I am losing because, don't expect something from me." - I said.
"Fine, can I have a hug with you?" - she asked.
"Of course!"
"I love you so much...... that I can't explain in words." - she said and hugged me.
"And you think I don't love you? I love you stupid, still more than former....." - I said and our love story moved to a twist.
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Who knows about what congress in dreams. Dreams make sometimes us pleasant with the joy, waar can never have our entire lives. But thanks that at least I felt her hug in my dream.
"Nothing sir. A while has passed since I have left this institute. So I was passing by the road, I just took a turn to see you." - I simply said.
after a long conversation, I turned back to my home.
"Hi Shashi." - she said.
She already had walked through the varandah, many times, in hope I would say Bye Bye to sir.
"Hi. How're you?" I asked.
"Good to see you." - she said.
"I am also fine." - I said.
after a silence of about thirty seconds, "I think I should leave now." - I said.
"Won't talk to me?"- she asked.
"Hey...." - I was shocked.
"Won't even look at me?" - she asked.
"When I entered into this institute, the first thing I am trying to ignore is your presence. And you say Won't I look at you?. See, if I could not even see you, why should I need to try ignoring you?" - I said.
"So, how are you?" - She asked.
"I said I am fine." - I said.
"Got married?" - she asked.
"What!!?? Have you gone mad? It's only three years, since we met last time. I am 20." - I said.
"So, what are you doing?" - she asked.
"Nothing great. Still looking for a job." - I said.
"And what about your hobbies?, Like your literature work and painting and all?" - she asked.
"All are stopped. My economical condition is not that good that I could continue it any more."
"I can understand. But you should have to keep trying. This can give you a good respect, money and a status. What else do you need?"
"This is very easy to say. I need to reach an audience, who can understand me, who can even promote me." - I said. "What are you doing by the way?"- I asked.
"Nothing at all." - She said.
"Have you time to go for a breakfast?" - I asked
"Should I think you are asking me for a date?- she asked.
"If that is the way, you will come agree, yes." - I said.
"Where?" - she asked.
"Come no." - I said and offered her my back seat.
There was a bag in the mid, between us.
"Can I hold you?" - she asked.
"Trust me, I am good at riding. You don't need to hold me. You are safe." - I said.
"To feel comfort?" - she asked.
"Trust me. You won't need further. Just try this time." - I said.
"So, have you something to say or should I start?" - she asked.
"If you have, you can." - I allowed.
"Ok then. Be responsive." - she said.
"I will try." - I said.
"Have you girlfriend?"
"Are not you a?"
"Have you a crush?"
"Not at all."
"Will you try again to me?"
"Do you know what are you saying?"
"Shashi, I felt nice when you used to look at me. Others don't look at me, they just stair. I felt nice when you used looking elsewhere, when I looked back at you. Others don't look elsewhere when I look back at them. They just steer me something unpleasant. Shashi I felt good getting your protection, your care and your support for nothing. Others don't do these for nothing. They all are thirsty for I don't need to say." - she said.
"We have come to the hotel." - I said and stopped the bike and asked her to step down.
"Shashi, yarr, I was saying something." - she said.
"Oh, I thought you were proposing me indirectly." - I said.
"Is this what is called a proposal?" - she asked.
"This also is called a proposal. Let's go inside." - I said and we entered into a hotel.
"Can we be serious about this?" - she asked.
"No" - I said.
"Why did you care me that much then?" - she asked.
"When? I don't remember."
"Why did you support me in classroom?" - she asked.
"Cause you were right. And why do you forget this was only me who were often come against you?"
"And why were you looking at me?" - she asked.
"Cause someone had told me that you had crush upon me. I was just being sure about that."
"Then why did try to contact me?" - she asked.
"Just because I thought you are in love with me and don't dare to propose me. This is called waste of time. I was trying your time not to be wasted. But when you told me you don't think about me in that way, I came assure that there is nothing between us. And I continued to me."
"You are not at you Shashi." - she said.
"And how do you know ma'am?" - I asked.
"You forgot you was saying to make your hobby your profession."
"And you told me once that you don't think about me that bad."
"Shashi, is not it called love that we are fighting with each other?"
"This is not love fight ma'am."
"Shashi I know you still love me."
"Best wishes to your knowledge. May they don't be broken.!"
"Shashi, you have to admit it that you loved me."
"And I surrender." - I finally admited. "You were the most beautiful girl in the institute. You have any idea how gorgeous you were looking at the annual function of the institute? I had gone mad upon that one look of your the day. You won't understand. You don't have any idea I had done a fight with Himanshu for the voice of yours, he had recorded in his phone. And finally I deleted that audio. Stupid, I loved you to the limitation of it. And when I asked you, you just simply said no. Do you have any idea how hurting that was for me?"
"Shashi, I was not ready for your that sudden attack." - she said.
"Yes, that has been an attack. And you don't know I too was not ready for your no. The cuteness in our fights in classroom we had, is called love fight. You have no idea what love is called." - I said.
"I tried to connect to you."- she said.
"Whom?" - I asked.
"To all in my circle."
"I am still in contact of everyone. And what was need to ask in your circle? You just simply had to unblock me and text me a message."
"I have changed my phone."
"Still there is an option to unblock, even you are usigng WhatsApp web or application in any device." - I said.
"And you think I am that good in technical problems?"
"Where is your previous phone?"
"It was broken. I did that."
"Whom did you contacted to reach me?
"My mom and dad." - she said.
"And you thought they should be knowing about me?"
"I said I contacted in my circle. And I added that my phone was broken. Then who else remains in my circle?"
"Your brother?"
"He said he did not know."
"So."
"Let's have a deal between us. You have to keep writing stories, pieces of poetry and what you love."
"And you?"
"Think I am a passing cloud who came and went." - she said.
"Fine, then if your presence does not matter, our meeting does the same. Coming a single step ahead, I think we have not met." - I said.
"Shashi, I won't be with you any more. But I want see you at the top of success." - she said.
"If this is you, I am losing because, don't expect something from me." - I said.
"Fine, can I have a hug with you?" - she asked.
"Of course!"
"I love you so much...... that I can't explain in words." - she said and hugged me.
"And you think I don't love you? I love you stupid, still more than former....." - I said and our love story moved to a twist.
______________________________
Who knows about what congress in dreams. Dreams make sometimes us pleasant with the joy, waar can never have our entire lives. But thanks that at least I felt her hug in my dream.
